Holy WOW, it’s been a minute. Well like a lot of minutes. I bet you wondered where I went. I am hoping you secretly missed me. Well, my friends, I have been taking over the world in some different areas of life.
Here is what I have felt over the last almost 4 months: Fear, excitement, commitment phobia, mistrust, confusing, joy, sadness, disappointment, content, discontentment, excitement, relief, happiness and a little crazy thrown in throughout. But seriously it’s been a rollercoaster. The good kind though. The kind you want to run to get in line again because you just didn’t get enough even though you were scared shitless!
This year I felt like I needed more in my life. I didn’t feel lost I just need something more. I thrive off of success, feeling busy, and accomplishing things. Oh and I love to be the best. I needed to find something more. I love my direct sales family but knew I also wanted to create something new, start something new, and accomplish something new. Over the last almost 4 months I haven’t just started 1 new company, I have started 2. We will talk about that in a minute. Starting something and finding success also feels like my direct sales journey wasn’t just a “lucky” thing. I am learning that it’s me that makes the success.
I won’t lie I have had moments of, “Amanda people are going to think you are quitting Jamberry, they are going to judge what you are doing, and they are going to think you are a hypocrite for telling them you can’t run two businesses and be successful”. Here is the thing; I still am a firm believer that you can’t run two direct sales or MLM businesses successfully. My thoughts on that will not change and that is a whole opinion on its own. My thinking was millionaires are rarely born from 1 stream of income so why not have more. Why not learn to diversify my streams and outsource what I can, when I can and just go after it. There are people that dominate more than one business and space so why couldn’t I. It’s not for the faint of heart. I have cried, felt like I can’t do it, had to look at myself and think what the hell did I do, but at the end of the day am growing like crazy, am so uncomfortable in so many situations that I am forced to figure it out and am finding success.
The last 4 months have been a juggling act, a plate spinning saga, haven’t been easy but I am finding that I need to just schedule my life and MAKE pockets of time for things. I also feel like if I am going to get to my potential in life I need to say yes, push and become more awesome. This girl doesn’t do average. So why was I settling for what was instead of creating and making the life happens I wanted…? Can you relate? Are you in a place where you are just ‘living’ but not really “LIVING” to your full 100% potential?
I am now, today, in a place where I can say I believe and trust the process, giving 100% all the time and doing my best to push for the uncomfortable. I may not sleep as much as I want or really spend as much time with my friends or husband that I want but for now, this is the season where I show myself what I am made of and push for my first million!
This last 4 months wasn’t a decision of things aren’t working so I need something new but I need and want MORE. Everything that I have worked hard for is still serving a place in life I just needed more, more success, more income, more challenge and more for my life.
I figured if I am preaching on the daily, that we hold in our hands the choice to make life what we want it then I better heed my own advice and go out there and get what I want! I can’t wait to get back to blogging, offering content, training, and ideas on how to find success in all aspects of your life. I also can’t wait to share more of what I am doing!
Stay tuned! Amanda is back, motivated and ready to dominate!