Today is the first day, or page of a new chapter. I feel like if it was in a book it the title of this chapter would be, Chapter 34: DOMINATE and get what’s yours.
Chapter 33 ended yesterday. It took me a while to close the chapter. There were good times and bad times in the chapter, I found myself, lost myself and then found myself again. I experienced SO much success yet still was left wondering why my value was questioned. For me life isn’t all about money but if I am taking time away from what’s important like family or friends, I want my time to feel compensated. I have never questioned myself and my abilities so much in this chapter and looking back that’s dumb. I lost my zest, I lost my mindset of abundance and started having a mindset of desperation or self-doubt, and of I’m not worth success. WRONG.
I also took on SO MUCH, in my struggle to find the success I wanted…I said yes and went with the flow so often and felt like I owed EVERYTHING to everyone except the two people that were most important to me, me and my husband.
The crazy thing about this chapter in my life is the relationships have been out of this world amazing. I have so many awesome friends, business acquaintances and badass boss babes in my life my cup is seriously running over! I think this is why it was so hard for me to close this chapter, the people.
Looking back over the last 4 months, a lot of self-reflection and god and the universe putting some people and opportunities in my life really had me doing a lot of thinking. What am I worth? How to I value myself? Am I being compensated in some way for that value? Someone asked me a simple question, are you happy? Like truly happy? Because big decisions are not always easy….
Flash forward to today. I could not be happier! I am healthier than I ever have been, I sleep better than I ever have, I have no uncertainty where I am going and what success looks like. I have no fear and have more self-confidence. I feel like it takes a BIG person to say no to things that are no longer serving you and admit that they aren’t. To put yourself first, and to commit to something that lights your soul on fire feels so refreshing. I have no plan b, I have no other option but to be successful and I am loving the challenge and what that’s doing to my motivation!
Change can be scary. Giving up my businesses, my project I co-created and the company I was at for 4 years was So SCARY to me 2 months ago. What’s scarier is being in a place of fear or wasting time doing things that aren’t serving you or your purpose. Money is everywhere, but you can’t get time back. I left corporate life 3 years ago in August because I was sick of feeling the same way. I was sick and tired, of feeling sick and tired, living an unfulfilled life, not living out my purpose, not growing, being in a negative place mentally and not being the best me I can so that I could serve and help those around me grow and be the best version of them physically and financially. This is no way to feel and no way to live. But today I woke up full of energy, full of zest, full of energy and ready to dominate!
Long story short, your can’t pour from an empty cup and if you hate the cup you are pouring from retire it to the cupboard and go find a pitcher because when you find something that sets your soul on fire your cup will be running over so much you will need a pitcher to pour from… better yet go get yourself a tap handle because if you are living in abundance doing something that you love, it’s the perfect storm and you will be pouring so fast like your fav beer on tap at happy hour….
I share this to tell you my story, to tell you if you feel like this others do to but it doesn’t mean it has to be your normal! There are so many options for growth, for domination, for success, for loving on yourself, and for getting what you deserve! This domination train is leaving the station heading to millionaire town! I can not wait to see what and where I WILL take me!
Thanks for always supporting me, listening to me and cheering me on! Get ready to cheer louder and if you want in on this ride you better hop on now!
So cheers to learning opportunities, great friendships, new friendships and the opportunity to create the life you have always imagined! (there’s always a time champagne is appropriate, and this is one of them!)
HUGE thank you to the man that always supports me and puts up with,attitude, bitchiness, my crazy ideas and business moves. The friends that were there to listen, go through the pros and cons, support me and call me on my bullshit stories I was telling myself. The friends that gave me advice and held my hand through new learning curves. The friends that love, know, trust and believe in me enough to say I’m in!
and… a HUGE thank you to the most humble and serving woman I have ever met that has influenced me beyond my wild dreams. I can’t wait to run with you!